A few days ago, a snippet from a song by Eminem and Joyner Lucas entitled' What if I Was Gay' appeared online and there were several reactions on social media, although the viewpoint on the short sound bite wasn't really clear.
Now, the track's full version has come from unknown origins, but it makes the meaning even better. The album is very fascinating, particularly because Eminem was accused of being almost his entire career being homosexual. Several lines from the singing verse of Eminem:
“As I leave and I swear I stayed up that whole night
And no I didn’t know you would go right home and go take your own life
I ain’t mean for that sh*t to happen, I said I won’t cry
I let the best friend that I’ve ever known die
Alone, was gonna tell you the next day
I’m so sorry, I’m fighting my own demons, I won’t lie
They won’t leave me alone, eating at my soul, this whole time”
Between his serious verse which will take some to unpack, the Shady boss even throws in the line: “I got mixed feelings like Logic” which really surprises you as you listen. Currently, there is no word on where this song will appear, although Joyner did reveal to Zane Lowe last year that his ‘Lucky You‘ collaborator is featured on his new album ADHD. As of now, there is no release date for the delayed project.
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